Big steps. The gallery is submitting a quarter-page ad to Art in America for the December -scope Miami show. (!!)And I'm splitting the cost,( oh dear god).
But I Really think this is an investment that I HAVE to be ready to make and take a risk on.
It's an opportunity unlike any other I've had...the timing with ArtBasel...etc. A whole body of work there...at a time when so many art collectors are visiting the area.
So, that's it. Goin for it.Giving it my best shot. Doing it. Doing it. Don't look, just JUMP!!
We'll have to pack and drive all the work down to Miami...eek...in a rental minivan/van.
And then B can't even stay with me there (!)...has to return to work. Ga. *breathe* I know I can't be angry...but I am disappointed.
I wanted it to be a business/pleasure type of thing...we've never taken a real 'vacation'..and it would have been so nice...sure it'd be work, but 4 days of the art fair accented by beach, dancing, exploring, hotel fun celebration whathaveyou).
I'm trying hard to imagine it now without him, and I can't. Yes, I've become a baby. (I've got to chuckle to myself...Once upon a time this girl that is me walked downtown Miami in buckles and black boots, looking for adventure and lesbian bars, feeling fiercely independent. But that was a different me, a different time..long ago...seems like a strange dream now.I'll have to rekindle that braveness, without resurrecting all the um..associations.I am my own delicate brain surgeon;)
Or I can always take the easy way out and drink myself to sleep in my hotel room. ha. (ugh)
NO. Promise to self: I will enjoy this trip. I will celebrate it. I will not hide.Because it IS such an amazing dream come true and I want to feel it all.
Here's the ad mock-up..It's getting worked on now..text is not correct, just thrown on there, no booths, just rooms etc).
It's a detail shot of the tabletop tondo..'A Place for Us' (resin, glitter, mixed media on wood, 42"diameter)Eliav, pick your casita.;)
