Skinless

[avad]

I had this dream on Sunday Feb.29th yet I keep thinking about it, so I'll post it.

It was another tidal wave dream- (I've had many intense tidal wave dreams in my life- each one different).
THIS time I was in a tall building in a city....on a floor about midway up...with someone else (I cannot bring up a clear memory of who). We knew 'it' was happening...
It was night and the city lights glittered outside the window...but we could see this immense water/wave rising out there and we filled with dread- and when it rose higher than our view we were filled with the 'OHHH SHITTT' feeling... Nowhere to run, no time, this was it. I didn't know if it was better to go closer or further from the window..thinking- the glass!...but there was no time- it happened...
I can't remember much but the impact was crazy, everything (water/glass/debris) rushing 'past' me...and taking the skin right off my body. But 'I'M ' still there, not moving! I am Skinless...like an anatomical model...all blood and muscles showing...but I am strangely calm and flying! I have these large pure white beautiful wings attached to my skinless body and I feel an odd relief and Power and exhiliration! Up on a rooftop? My thighs/legs feel SO strong, I smiled with the feeling and crouched ready to jump/fly again...
And then this strangely guilty smug desire to show off just a bit- to elicit fearful awe, to see just one or two humans react to my new/old form. I just felt so powerful...a strength that was mine and that I had 'missed' in my 'Darlene' form.
strange, no?

Comments

[sendao.livejournal.com]

Strange, yes. :) Very cool, though. I know a couple of people who tend to have 'super powers' in their dreams - noximist is one who recently wrote about hers, and has in the past as well.

So -you- are the skinless angel! I guess I shouldn't call you a hunk of meat, then, right? ;)
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I definitely know that powerful feeling. It's very odd, and almost uncomfortable once you wake up, but intriguing while still dreaming...

[avad.livejournal.com]

thanks for the link- I loved that entry of hers!!
By the way, I'm reading/close to finishing Peter Anders 'Envisioning Cyberspace'...and whoa oh please do read it if you haven't!?! I'll post from it eventually but I just don't know where to begin..

[unluckymonkey.livejournal.com]

sounds wonderful!
My dreams aren't as surreal as they used to be. it's sad.

[followtheflame.livejournal.com]

That would make a super sick picture... and I think llbreedll is just the guy to make it happen... you should check out his site: www.cleanwater.cobalty.com amazing visuals I got of you flying from the building as the wave receded with the wreckage all around you... Wow!

[avad.livejournal.com]

oooh, I just checked it out...and believe it or not...that's just too creepy for me. *shudder*
I was scary in the dream...but different...not sure how to explain...but there was no 'mutilation-painful' look to it. It seemed another sort of natural...as if there was no need for skin...and my muscles were perfectly intact..no injuries or bleeding.
I would love a visual of it..

[filthyhudson.livejournal.com]

i'd like to know about your project with the stone slab. i dig hammers and such.