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[avad]

ok. my head feels like it wants to explode. I'm spent. useless. Yes it's that time of the month and it's raining and my chemicals are all out of wack so take it all with a grain of salt, eh?.
Packing and trying to ship all out for the shows has become such an ordeal and I'm stressed and worried and want to hide under the covers. B has been an angel and really taking on all of the crate construction and padding and boxing and I'm trying to just trust... but I'm so worried that things will break in transit and that the shipping will be ridiculously more expensive than I estimated for the grant. Can't it all just miraculously dematerialize and rematerialize instantly and safely in the gallery?*sigh*
On good notes- some works may be used in a movie again! I'll update when I have more specifics. And hopefully, *fingers crossed*, I may have a sale (or two?)to get me through this scary broke period. That would certainly help in the stress department. I think I've been getting a grey hair for every dollar I put on my credit card with nothing to back it up. I've been buying food and materials and everything I need on credit these days. I never used to do that and I REALLY don't want to get into the habit. So...*fingers crossed*. If I can make it through to the shows in January I think I'll be ok...and then I'll assess the situation and if need be I can get a part-time job again. Attention wealthy and medium-wealthy art collectors:DO IT!! YOU WANT IT. YOU NEED IT. IT CAN BE YOURS! NOW'S THE TIME I NEED YA!!

Comments

[hopeevey.livejournal.com]

I can afford to throw money at you, but I can shower you with good wishes :)

Good Luck!!!

[avad.livejournal.com]

HA!! GOTCHA!Your typo says you CAN afford it!!! Bring it on, girl. Throw the BIG moolah my way!!!!hehehe

[hopeevey.livejournal.com]

Wishful thinking, that's all it is :)

[unluckymonkey.livejournal.com]

Wow! I'm so impressed that you've made that leap. I've been hemming and hawing at the edge for months! But I'm not sure what I want to do of the things I do do yet. I find that the times I have jumped I have found out that I could have flown the entire time and it feels good when you stop looking down.

Good luck. I love your work.

[avad.livejournal.com]

Thanks, sweetie!
I do have airsickness a lot of the time...especially at bill/rent time and during PMS...but I AM living my dream and so far I'm still flying!I've made it one whole year as a full-time artist.:):)

liberate the dreaming!

[rokkitz.livejournal.com]

you're not only living the dream, you are the dream. my best wishes are but a drop in that big bucket of light; someone, somewhere is conspiring to help you. the good guy/girl always wins! ;o)