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What is it with me and deadlines.? Why can't we get along? Worked so hard on a project for the last month that I really believe in and it won't even be SEEN because I screwed up and got it there an hour and a half late for the OFFICIAL deadline.
TO add insult to injury, it could have easily been postmarked by noon (the official deadline) at MY post office ( I was THERE at 11:44 getting it weighed!!!) but thinking I had til 4:30 (WRONG!) I decided I would drive and hour and a half to hand-deliver it!!!!
And now I sit still trying to swallow this bitter, bitter pill.
A friend of mine set me up with this Live Journal account and I'm using it now to vent these frustrations. Better than crying like a baby in the bathroom, no?
I'll get over it in time but yuck, even admitting this last minute mess-up to those who have known I've been working on this will be hard. *sigh* Oh well. Something in me knew that this project was mainly an exercise, that the important thing was in the TRYING of something that intimidated me, in the trying to present this vision as best I could. I never thought it wouldn't be even looked at by the committee it was intended for, but I guess that's the way it must be.
Maybe it's intended for me to hold onto and show at a later time to someone else. For now I guess I have to just be satisfied that I have created a more formal and elaborate visual representation of the concepts that move me, and that I would like to express to others. It may very well come in handy in some unknown future. *sigh*

Date: 2002-11-22 09:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] last-journal.livejournal.com
Hiya hun so you made it . Just love to have you here - it'll take a while to settle in - some are a fickle bunch hehehe but you'll survive Hey how come I cannot view your web page??
((((HUUGGSS))))
XX's

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Date: 2002-11-22 10:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] avad.livejournal.com
hey sweets. thanks for the welcome! About the website, picturetrail just switched to a pay site so I've got to get my act together and formally upgrade and give up the cash. Will do soon and then it will be viewable again. sorry snoops.

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Date: 2002-11-22 11:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] last-journal.livejournal.com
Awww That's alright got three of your paintnail workd frmaed just where I'm sitting.

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Date: 2002-11-22 11:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] avad.livejournal.com
Do you REALLY?!?!?!?!

Re: ???

Date: 2002-11-22 11:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] last-journal.livejournal.com
Well darling Of course!

Date: 2002-11-25 01:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-kim-hatto286.livejournal.com
OK Let's Get Serious ((((d r e a m)))) make me a friend and you open the key to my soul - though the door has always ben open to you - my muse, my M....don't know what has come over me today...

Yes

Date: 2002-11-29 09:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speak-memory.livejournal.com
It's me again....did u try the Balzac tho??

Re: Yes

Date: 2002-11-30 10:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] avad.livejournal.com
aherm. I uh, didn't quite yet....;) It certainly seems a mood drink...must wait for that special time...;)

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