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Still trying to catch my breath/thoughts from this life that has sped up a bit too much.
I so miss reeeeaaaading.
And letting thoughts settle and swirl and settle again.
Bits here and there in between but why such a guilty pleasure. I feel I must run away from everyone and everything just to give myself a moment to feel. To see how I FEEL about things or visit the many layers of my mind. Otherwise I'm skating on the surface daily, doing and juggling and numb. I roll with the circumstances as best I can...listening and practicing a sort of tai chi rolling of the energies, smoothing off the sharper points before rolling back in hopes of soothing those I interact with...but not knowing how to deal with the core nuggets in the souls and things I detect on other levels. To see is different from knowing how to proceed.( continued.. )
I so miss reeeeaaaading.
And letting thoughts settle and swirl and settle again.
Bits here and there in between but why such a guilty pleasure. I feel I must run away from everyone and everything just to give myself a moment to feel. To see how I FEEL about things or visit the many layers of my mind. Otherwise I'm skating on the surface daily, doing and juggling and numb. I roll with the circumstances as best I can...listening and practicing a sort of tai chi rolling of the energies, smoothing off the sharper points before rolling back in hopes of soothing those I interact with...but not knowing how to deal with the core nuggets in the souls and things I detect on other levels. To see is different from knowing how to proceed.( continued.. )
