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Nov. 6th, 2003
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Nov. 6th, 2003 03:21 pmok. my head feels like it wants to explode. I'm spent. useless. Yes it's that time of the month and it's raining and my chemicals are all out of wack so take it all with a grain of salt, eh?.
Packing and trying to ship all out for the shows has become such an ordeal and I'm stressed and worried and want to hide under the covers. B has been an angel and really taking on all of the crate construction and padding and boxing and I'm trying to just trust... but I'm so worried that things will break in transit and that the shipping will be ridiculously more expensive than I estimated for the grant. Can't it all just miraculously dematerialize and rematerialize instantly and safely in the gallery?*sigh*
On good notes- some works may be used in a movie again! I'll update when I have more specifics. And hopefully, *fingers crossed*, I may have a sale (or two?)to get me through this scary broke period. That would certainly help in the stress department. I think I've been getting a grey hair for every dollar I put on my credit card with nothing to back it up. I've been buying food and materials and everything I need on credit these days. I never used to do that and I REALLY don't want to get into the habit. So...*fingers crossed*. If I can make it through to the shows in January I think I'll be ok...and then I'll assess the situation and if need be I can get a part-time job again. Attention wealthy and medium-wealthy art collectors:DO IT!! YOU WANT IT. YOU NEED IT. IT CAN BE YOURS! NOW'S THE TIME I NEED YA!!
Packing and trying to ship all out for the shows has become such an ordeal and I'm stressed and worried and want to hide under the covers. B has been an angel and really taking on all of the crate construction and padding and boxing and I'm trying to just trust... but I'm so worried that things will break in transit and that the shipping will be ridiculously more expensive than I estimated for the grant. Can't it all just miraculously dematerialize and rematerialize instantly and safely in the gallery?*sigh*
On good notes- some works may be used in a movie again! I'll update when I have more specifics. And hopefully, *fingers crossed*, I may have a sale (or two?)to get me through this scary broke period. That would certainly help in the stress department. I think I've been getting a grey hair for every dollar I put on my credit card with nothing to back it up. I've been buying food and materials and everything I need on credit these days. I never used to do that and I REALLY don't want to get into the habit. So...*fingers crossed*. If I can make it through to the shows in January I think I'll be ok...and then I'll assess the situation and if need be I can get a part-time job again. Attention wealthy and medium-wealthy art collectors:DO IT!! YOU WANT IT. YOU NEED IT. IT CAN BE YOURS! NOW'S THE TIME I NEED YA!!
