![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
And so it begins again
Mar. 21st, 2003 12:13 amAt this time,
here's a journal we really need to read thoroughly. and perhaps keep track of from now on.
where is raed
my studio is dark today...the unfinished pieces haunting. It gets a little harder each day now...as they take shape and there is more there than I am willing to look at. Dream fragments resurfacing...whispering. "This is a very ancient war." whatever that means.(part of a dream from last year- I was being shown a vision across water...a city, NY? thousands of men on horseback, thundering closer) "like a wind rushing over the land...an energy that continues, swirls, through generations." If anyone thinks making art is play they should feel what I feel now....they should see the tears and the confusion as my hands are used to create something I cannot yet understand.
with hope,
avaD
here's a journal we really need to read thoroughly. and perhaps keep track of from now on.
where is raed
my studio is dark today...the unfinished pieces haunting. It gets a little harder each day now...as they take shape and there is more there than I am willing to look at. Dream fragments resurfacing...whispering. "This is a very ancient war." whatever that means.(part of a dream from last year- I was being shown a vision across water...a city, NY? thousands of men on horseback, thundering closer) "like a wind rushing over the land...an energy that continues, swirls, through generations." If anyone thinks making art is play they should feel what I feel now....they should see the tears and the confusion as my hands are used to create something I cannot yet understand.
with hope,
avaD
