Moodcloudbreak
Jun. 12th, 2005 12:51 amWhew. I've been trying to deal with my moods...terrible terrible moods. Been a rough few days in that department. Feeling Overwhelmed and like things are falling apart and I am just falling too far behind in everything. Not wanting to do anything. Wanting to disconnect. From everyone..and from all tasks and responsibilities and group projects I'd undertaken, wanting to just Quit, no art installations, no wedding planning, nothing.Wanting to run away, or under the bed, or something.Absolutely Miserable. Trying to run away from my own spiralling echoing worries and yet everywhere I turned there I was. I couldn't sit still, couldn't focus, couldn't get anything done.Tears. (geez if this is just PMS lordy it's Bad, definitely chemical/hormonal.)I tried to appease my demons over the days, trying everything at different times...( read more )