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avadThankgoodness...something popped today. The murkymoods that have been clouding me and the lack of motivation.
LIFE IS TOO SHORT to walk around like that. LIFE IS TOO SHORT to waste away in soulsucking job. It's a trap. I haven't figured it out yet...how to do it, how to make a living...but this isn't the way. I have too much to give in this life to get caught in a trap that barely pays the bills, does nothing good for the world and saps all my energy. I've created this situation with selfdoubt and SOmehow I'm getting out. I'm going to do what I came here for...explode with creativity and help make good things happen. I've got a ton of stuff up my sleeve, world. And it's going to be fun whooeeEE. No time to waste not being myself. WHo knows how much time we've got here. Crying shame if I don't give it my best shot.
Finally a good day in the studio...got into a flow...windows open, Cibo Matto Viva La Woman on repeat, repeat. Resin pour on 6 baby pieces I've been working so slowly on.
Ideas, ideas and more ideas....I've got no money but I'm going to buy art materials anyway. Spring has sprung.. I can feel it in my bones...and I remember what it's like to paint with a breeze coming through the studio. It's fucking marvelous.
LIFE IS TOO SHORT to walk around like that. LIFE IS TOO SHORT to waste away in soulsucking job. It's a trap. I haven't figured it out yet...how to do it, how to make a living...but this isn't the way. I have too much to give in this life to get caught in a trap that barely pays the bills, does nothing good for the world and saps all my energy. I've created this situation with selfdoubt and SOmehow I'm getting out. I'm going to do what I came here for...explode with creativity and help make good things happen. I've got a ton of stuff up my sleeve, world. And it's going to be fun whooeeEE. No time to waste not being myself. WHo knows how much time we've got here. Crying shame if I don't give it my best shot.
Finally a good day in the studio...got into a flow...windows open, Cibo Matto Viva La Woman on repeat, repeat. Resin pour on 6 baby pieces I've been working so slowly on.
Ideas, ideas and more ideas....I've got no money but I'm going to buy art materials anyway. Spring has sprung.. I can feel it in my bones...and I remember what it's like to paint with a breeze coming through the studio. It's fucking marvelous.
