aw man,you're a sweetheart JS, I do hear you. but honestly, here's how I'm feeling:
-one- our budget for this wedding is tiny to nonexistant and I'm just feeling too indebted to many people already. Our friend lent us her beautiful house. I've bartered already on so many other things, including the officiant and my photographer friend. you'd be travelling quite a distance, and I'm serious, it feels too big a favor to start out with this early in our friendship. ESPECIALLY since it would be such an odd time to first meet you- I would have so little time to talk and I'd be all preoccupied! That's just not how I envision us meeting. I'd rather it be when that's the focus, meeting and talking. You know how I'm so much comfortable with one-on-one focused discussion ...can you imagine how nervous I am with the idea of so many family members and old friends being there all at once for "the big day". You're an amazing photographer and it'd be an honor, but at the same time I really think I have to try to simplify....?*sigh* now I'm confused/mixed
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Re: uhm
Date: 2005-09-03 03:18 am (UTC)but honestly, here's how I'm feeling:
-one- our budget for this wedding is tiny to nonexistant and I'm just feeling too indebted to many people already. Our friend lent us her beautiful house. I've bartered already on so many other things, including the officiant and my photographer friend. you'd be travelling quite a distance, and I'm serious, it feels too big a favor to start out with this early in our friendship.
ESPECIALLY since it would be such an odd time to first meet you- I would have so little time to talk and I'd be all preoccupied!
That's just not how I envision us meeting. I'd rather it be when that's the focus, meeting and talking.
You know how I'm so much comfortable with one-on-one focused discussion ...can you imagine how nervous I am with the idea of so many family members and old friends being there all at once for "the big day". You're an amazing photographer and it'd be an honor, but at the same time I really think I have to try to simplify....?*sigh* now I'm confused/mixed