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avad ([personal profile] avad) wrote2004-11-09 12:36 am
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Aurora aurora aurora......

Can anyone tell me why this would make me want to cry?
spaceweather

Shifts in our magnetic field....
almost seeing,remembering something...too quick glimpses of memory....flickering in my deep mind...
something so...indescribable...like whispers calling me...
and my chest aches so

[identity profile] avad.livejournal.com 2004-11-09 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
hmmmm I really don't know if there was one memory that triggered it...course as a young girl I used to tell the aliens it was A.O.K to come pick me up when they came around...that I'd like to talk. And well, picturing them looking down might've started something...;)
But through the years it always fascinated me and baffled me. Couldn't really understand how everyone seemed to be fine with the fact that we were all living our lives on a teeny portion of a spinning marble in the midst of endless space and infinite numbers of other marbles and fireballs and such. It just never felt um, like something you could forget.
Then, well, there are the dreams. Way too much to go into in notes...but so many amazing vision dreams that propel me further into examining and thinking about our place in the larger scheme of things...and evolution and existence..
There's a book that I would be struggling to write if it didn't exist, called 'The Global Brain Awakens' by Peter Russell that puts it all pretty much into the perspective I've come to really feel...as a glimpse, a scale-jump.