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avad ([personal profile] avad) wrote2004-02-18 12:12 am

food for thought

stole this from [livejournal.com profile] nefri's journal because it certainly triggered thoughts and actually may have pushed me right out of a recent stagnation/confusion:

"An angel comes down right now and tells you that you will drop dead tomorrow at 5pm. No sickness, no reason, just that. Nothing else changes in your life (money, friends and family still the same). What do you do?"

I feel I have my answer and might start working on it, just would like to hear some of yours too...:)
much love,avaD

[identity profile] chaizzilla.livejournal.com 2004-02-18 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
hang w/cheetah, mostly in bed, maybe spend a lil of that time w/each other's fave movies/music/dance moves, etc. some walking along my usual hike route he comes with me on now & then. i'd write him something for right after, and some things for later on. i think we'd play it by ear where i drop dead. i'd want it to be just us together as it ends, but dropping dead in the park, even snuggled under blankets under the huge cedar or something, rather than in bed, would leave him engaged in the world, some momentum. i hate death. i think about it more than is useful for me. i'd take a pill or have brain surgery if it would make me believe in everlasting life among loved ones.

[identity profile] avad.livejournal.com 2004-02-18 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
it's true it'e true!! ok, well not Just among loved ones...well, but in a way...but we don't remember/recognize them as loved ones...not right away anyway...but sometimes we do....it's like a fractured glass..reflecting...infinite variations...well,*sigh*
never mind.
*hands pill*