I know EXACTLY what you mean. That state of profoundness.. ussually I get that when I can curl up with some tombs and start reading sections from each, things start crossing together, falling in to place... I have to stop after every sentence because it's become so profound... ussually my vision starts getting whiter and brighter: talk about lucidity! I think it's pure shen (spirit energy) rising into my head.

And you knw what keep me feeling safe and cozy? The concept Bucky put forth that "If you are doing something for Universe, it will provide for you."

I worry too, but somewhere deep inside I know it will all work out. Always has, and as long I'm working for the Universe it will...

Mhh